C.G.Ayling

Month: January 2012

  • Tweets for Posterity 59.

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    Inspiration: unwitting words, often unwilling, tugged from the heart so true.

    Is the student exceeding the teacher, cause for joy, or concern? #thought

    Africa, owner of my soul, witness to my birth, caller of my heart’s rhythm – I miss you, your music, most. #thought #iam

    Loneliness is to solitude, as {no one} is to {leave me alone}. #thought #malmaxa farewell, for now.

    Show them a victim ~ cast them a name ~ mass media distraction, wins – again. #thought

    Touch-Typing: my most ardent desire, my most fervent regret, since I cannot.

    My words are not of agreement, but of discord, and truth. #thought

    Conscience, a worthy goad – heed it well. #thought

    Designer garments don’t change toads into royalty, though frogs may believe they do. #thought

    The emotive impact of regret requires no rhyme. #thought

  • Tweets for Posterity 58.

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    Upon every page might be, thoughts, worthy of reflection. http://bit.ly/CGbMal1 #malmaxa

    Contradiction: it makes this world go round.

    “Sometimes, I sit and think. Sometimes, I just sit.” – unknown. {time for me to simply sit}

    Time to snooze, and wonder about how wonderful women are – I should know, I have six! {mother, wife, three daughters, and a granddaughter}

    Wouldn’t Twitter be so much easier if we could write essays, instead of tweets? Easier, yes – as much fun. Nope!

    The shallow souled look down on any different than themselves ~ at their feet a puddle ~ within it, a sallow reflection, them. #thought

    If you’ve never experienced hardship, expressing diminishing opinions about it is beyond the realm of your rights. #thought

    @amaniwf open you eyes, for within them I dwell, stare at the sky, pick a cloud flying by, its mists… are escape.

    If logic calls the lie, listen. #thought

    a twinkle in the eye, a lip curling at its corner, a gleaming tooth revealed, these, and more, are a true smile. #thought

  • Tweets for Posterity 57.

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    Ancient wisdom, rehashed? Not really – we each rephrase our thoughts, which are more than any language will ever be. #thought.

    “He must move, avoid detection, he must… … his limbs denied him.” #malmaxa {and now, I must depart this realm}

    Perhaps more, when time is less precious, for now… write, I must. #thought

    I am Human, and ashamed to so be ~ would that I was Humane ~ sadly, we humans cannot be so, collectively. #iam #thought

    I am guilty ~ I dread, conscience cruel wrack ~ I relish, release. #iam

    Deeds done with ease, leave no mark upon the flesh, no memory in the mind. #thought

    Please, do not pry me from the past, for there am I content to await again this day, yet to come, fresh, and knew. #thought

    {JuliaGem} “Women compliment each other, and don’t mean it. Men insult each other, and mean it”.

    Bring the ice, leave the cream. #thought #desire

    Does a parent’s pride ever bow before reality? #thought

  • Tweets for Posterity 56.

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    Today, a day of plans to make, and promises to self, to break. #thought

    Oh joy, another soul I sought, and found, one whose words strike true, arrows, targeting my mind. #thought

    Were I to rise early each day, to be greeted by wispy words, from wonders like each of you… each day, would be good. #thought

    What a treasure of delightful thoughts! The pirate within demands I pillage, from your trove. @amaniwf

    Twisting my mind, wrings words from my heart. #thought

    Humility: a face, flushed by a blush ~ the delight of recognition from your peers ~ the guilt of knowing you’re unworthy. #thought

    I heard a co-worker say “The smokers shivering in the rain, are all Obama’s people”. He tried to justify his stupidity, and failed.

    Addiction cares not for the color of your skin, of the content of your heart – simply put, it cares… not at all. #thought

    We had a cat named Limb, @kv8 – short for “Limb of Satan” since he was pure black, and an arrogant tom. What a wonderful pet was he.

    Deep sleep, restful, and filled with simple, pleasurable dreams. #malmaxa

  • Tweets for Posterity 55.

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    So many, that inspire ~ so many, I dare not name ~ for fear of offending those I failed… to remember. #thought #ff

    Undercurrents exist ~ even within paradise apparent ~ beware, lest they sweep you away. #malmaxa

    #Malmaxa, the sting is in the tail, of this tale.

    For any readers of #Malmaxa, but for @UrsusAbstrusus especially. Warnings, two. https://twitter.com/CGAyling/status/277077358861774848 … + https://twitter.com/CGAyling/status/277078660752760833 …

    When does Innocence, end – when we learn to still the voice, of intuition. #thought

    Strange Math: How is it that burdens shared, are lessened – while joys shared, are multiplied? #thought

    The worst thing about doing Twitter manually, is how the most worthy seeds can be lost. @Death_Defiance my apologies for failing to #ff you.

    I am, a crystalizer, of thought ~ I struggle, for understanding ~ I seek, clarity. #iam

    Exhaustion sets in, a week of worry, a week of work, renders me, weak. #thought #goodbye, for a day.

    Bullying is pervasive, invasive, rampant, and ignored, @Somebody_Today. My thoughts https://cgayling.com/malmaxa/2012/05/bullying/ … wrapped, in inelegant outrage.

  • Tweets for Posterity 54.

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    Grant honor, where honor is due ~ karma dictates, someday it might return, to also honor you. #thought

    The warmth of you, vanquishes winter, for a day. #thought

    Another day, to spend, away… #thought

    The messages of Malmaxa, metaphors, entwined within its tail. #malmaxa

    A tasty bit of spam, incoming ~ follow the following ~ or not, at your loss. #ff

    If I duplicated anyone, forgive me ~ those seeds, of thought ~ were gathered, by a caring hand. #ff

    Principle: difficulty’s cause, reward’s denial, satisfaction’s song. #thought

    The generosity of Individuals, seldom ceases to amaze. #thought

    Do you realize, @rumor_imbris how many of my words are directed toward you, in spirit. Toward my family, in flesh?

    A young (35) man I know is about to get married, I told him “You’re about to become an ex-quantum-singularity”, he understood.

  • Tweets for Posterity 53.

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    Not special am I, with millions like me, yet I remain the only me. #iam

    To my friends, before I speak with you, let me pay my dues.

    To all of you, favoriters, retweeters, and conversers, I strive to acknowledge you – and will try harder… {an intent, not a promise…}

    A terrible thing about shame, is how it grows even better, when kept in the dark. #thought

    Doubt, of self, is a most difficult hurdle to clear, without stumbling into a fall. #thought

    Work: the merciless, spike booted, treader of treasured dreams. #thought

    Kindness is to cruelty, as a par is to eighteen double-bogies – the clear victor, in an impossible contest. #thought

    Death: the only way you’ll pry my memories from me, and in so doing grant them to another ~ death, perhaps, demise, never. #thought

    Too many times does my day job, overpower my nighttime dreams. #thought

    Change: some we fear, but cannot change. #thought

  • Tweets for Posterity 52.

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    Words come, with a hint of honey, or as bitter as bile – which would you choose, if choose, you could? #thought

    Enemies, are easier to make, than are friends. #thought

    No government, no laws save Six, Immutable and Divine – a path to anarchy, or enlightenment? http://bit.ly/CGbMal1 @SpreadingBooks #malmaxa

    Days of effort, for 5 minutes of sound. https://cgayling.com/malmaxa/2012/12/adelmars-recollection-audio/ … "Adelmar's Recollection", read by the author.

    Isn’t it shameful, how we take our friends for granted? If I don’t name you, know I note your name, and will, one day.

    Guilt: an excellent motivator, to change. #thought

    “That hearing my every word will be questioned should please me… is strange. These are strange times, indeed.” #malmaxa II – The Pilgrimage

    Greed: an inability to determine that what you have, exceeds what you need. #thought

    Many of the negative emotions have great value, while some of the positive come at a cost. #thought

    “The lesson I choose today, is that honor does not assure good.” – from Malmaxa II – The Pilgimage.

  • Tweets for Posterity 51.

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    “…was not war a small angry little word, embraced by small angry little men?” – C.G.Ayling, my upcoming novel.

    “…artistry all too often evident in instruments intended for nefarious deeds…” from my next novel, editing it as I tweet.

    The most fundamental sign of intelligence, is the ability to change one’s mind. #thought

    Tell me true – do you wield the marks of your family etched within the fabric of your soul, or depicted upon paper, in a picture? #malmaxa

    Is a picture truly worth a myriad memories? https://cgayling.com/malmaxa/cover/ #malmaxa

    Anguish, through ecstasy, are my children, and so much more. #thought

    How to fit irregular shaped thoughts, into oblique minds… that might be a question. #thought

    Do our possessions know they are ours – no, but our children do, which shall we cherish? #thought

    long days, of work ~ short nights, to dream. #thought

    Your spirit, it kin to mine. With the first words you shared, did this knowledge come. @rumor_imbris

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    Perhaps the worst thing about stereotypes, is how they hold true. #thought #again

    When you bite your own tongue, it’s your soul crying for redress, your heart feeling the pain, and your mind denying the injury. #thought

    Think what you will, share your thoughts, at great risk. #thought

    Does chaos grow, or does it consume? #thought

    Twitter, streaming words of wisdom, none wish to hear. #thought

    Those who do, matter – those who don’t, just don’t. #thought #again

    Tweeting for passion, tweeting for soul, tweeting a mission, tweeting… a goal. #thought #malmaxa

    I am, a slow thinker ~ caught by deep currents in the simplest statements ~ easily distracted, from purpose. #iam

    That which seems trivial, often is not that which is. #thought

    I know what I think, yet thought does not readily translate into words – that step is hard, the result seldom satisfying. #thought