{"id":3783,"date":"2014-04-08T08:04:34","date_gmt":"2014-04-08T13:04:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/?p=3783"},"modified":"2014-04-08T08:04:34","modified_gmt":"2014-04-08T13:04:34","slug":"tripwire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/poetry\/tripwire\/","title":{"rendered":"Tripwire"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A poem by my niece, Bronwyn, who I am sorry to say I have never had the pleasure of meeting. Perhaps one day I will be so lucky.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>~ <strong>Tripwire<\/strong> ~<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>I grasp for memories as they fall before me,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Like grains of sand too small to see.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Little things now forgotten,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Oh whatever could they be?<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Steam blocks your face,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I cannot see<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Whether or not you look at me.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I find it odd but say nothing more,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> &#8216;Cause you&#8217;re closed behind that door.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>The maze I&#8217;ve built around my mind,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Guards me from clear thought.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> With layers wrapped in meaning,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> But too obscure to unbind.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Where do I reside in my mind?<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Tears come too fast for my liking,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> But I shed them with a smile.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> They betray my weakness,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> But also my pride.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Because I gave my tears a name.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> They are called &#8220;humanity&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>I&#8217;m not witty or clever,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Nor light as a feather.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I&#8217;m not gentle, nor meek,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> More like a freak.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I view the world as a two-sided mirror<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Not blind to the pain and horror.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>I count my blessing<\/em><br \/>\n<em> And mock those who don&#8217;t.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I accept those around me,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Whatever floats their boat.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I prefer the cold of reality<\/em><br \/>\n<em> to the solidarity of the mind.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> And whether friend or foe,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I treat you in kind.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Smiles that cut.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Words that bruise.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> What has anyone got to lose?<\/em><br \/>\n<em> &#8220;An eye for an eye.&#8221;<\/em><br \/>\n<em> That&#8217;s what they say.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Will it save anyone at the end of the day?<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Smashing glasses, breaking plates<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Heated words and twisted fates.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Pains that run around in circles.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Lies that cease to have an end.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I can no longer see around that bend.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>\u2018Tis no secret of mine, I swear,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> That I wander without a care<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Going left or going right<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I wander on my hands at night<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I close my eyes and see the world<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Dancing feet that never twirled<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Catching clouds inside my fist<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Such thoughts I cannot resist<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Bleached tears adorn my face<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I cheer for those that lose the race<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Crying second, laughing first<\/em><br \/>\n<em> Nothing seems to quench my thirst<\/em><br \/>\n<em> None too far do I see<\/em><br \/>\n<em> For all the others ahead of me.<\/em><br \/>\n<em> ~<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I hope you enjoy Bronwyn&#8217;s work as much as I do. While you&#8217;re here, look around, other poetic pieces are strewn among the chaff.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A poem by my niece, Bronwyn, who I am sorry to say I have never had the pleasure of meeting. Perhaps one day I will be so lucky. ~ Tripwire ~ I grasp for memories as they fall before me, Like grains of sand too small to see. Little things now forgotten, Oh whatever could [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3783","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3783","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3783"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3783\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3783"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3783"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/cgayling.com\/malmaxa\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3783"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}