C.G.Ayling

Author: CGAyling

  • Tweets for Posterity 64.

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    A terrible feeling washes over me today ~ work’s horrible call ~ will prevent my twitter play. #thought

    via my wife. Wife “How many women have you slept with?” Husband “Only one, dear – with all the others, I was awake.” #humor

    Guilt: a natural state of mind to which one listens, and grows ~ or turns a deaf ear, and blinds oneself. #thought

    Why are so many intolerant, yet grant exceptions for their own poor behavior, without a single thought. #thought

    Most of my thoughts are far more negative than positive. I strive to balance them, should I often fail… well, I’m ok with that. #thought

    Death: inevitable destination ~ transition, into another form ~ to be feared, or anticipated? #thought

    You cannot catch me, in a lie ~ not within this virtual world ~ herein, what need of such, have we. #thought

    And speaking of commercial lies, here isn’t one. Reading http://bit.ly/CGbMal1 will make you lose wait. #malmaxa Please RT.

    So many, dressed in old pain ~ soul cold rain ~ it comes, again. #thought

    Thoughts we have, choices we make, to give of ourselves, to those who take, take, take. #thought

  • Tweets for Posterity 63.

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    A flash, of Blade ~ a line, of Blood ~ pure drops of Life, fall in the mud. #thought {a wish, that I could type}

    At times, truth has beauty, at others it reveals the rot. #thought

    as we age, our tastes mature ~ our children, our moods endure.

    “…her face, schooled to obedience after many cycles of practiced composure, gave away nothing, save curiosity.” #malmaxa

    You words are adequate to my needs ~ eloquent to my ear ~ fingers, dragged across the the strings of my hears. #thought

    Would we cast away all we’ve gained ~ to return our form ~ to youth, again. #thought

    My old body, plays wicked tricks ~ upon this mind ~ so young, and quick. #thought

    “That her anticipated adversary might become an ally, maybe even a friend, pleased her more than she cared admit.” http://bit.ly/CGbMal1

    Life, a gift granted in a blink ~ though from where, I cannot think. #thought

    The cycles of the moon ~ play havoc with our mood ~ I think, what think you? #thought

  • Tweets for Posterity 62.

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    Will those, so cut ~ note their passage from my Twitterverse ~ or keep talking, to themselves?

    Maybe, I got this all wrong, and Twitter is nothing more than a numbers game. I think not, and friends here I’ve found… the unlike minded.

    Tuesday come, Monday went, so brief a time, with you I spent. Sadness for that – joy, for the time watching my youngest play. Her solo.

    Debts repaid, to friends most true ~ those mentioned next are worthiest, to me ~ so too might they be, for you. #friends

    As ever, the fear I missed someone worthy lifts its horseman’s head. Apologies, will be due, and granted, in time. Perhaps.

    self-pity: the wallow of a shallow soul. #thought

    I’ve purged my soul, and feel better already… now on, to more pleasant things, chatting with my friends :).

    “The irises were edged with hazel and flecked throughout with specks of glittering gold.” – Eden’s eyes. #malmaxa

    “Looking into those pools brought to mind a starry night, in the moments before sunrise.” – Eden’s eyes. #malmaxa

    “A broad grin lit her face and revealed wide set eyes, the color of midsummer sky. Her father’s eyes, in her mother’s face.” Selene #malmaxa

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    When a pariah reveals their true face, gaze long on it, that you might recognize it in other shadow souled.

    Innocence has no hidden intent or agenda, wickedness has. #thought

    Within this virtual world, we define ourselves not by our actions, but by our desires, cast into words. #thought

    Are we defined by our dreams, or our circumstances? #thought

    Dreams hold the power to free us from life’s constraints – our own, and the expressed dreams of others, also. #malmaxa

    Farewell, those who fared well, and those who did not, may tomorrow hold happiness. #goodnight

    Best friends, remain so, though they might appear as strangers to many. #thought

    Acquaintances come and go, while true friendship is diminished by neither time, nor distance. #thought

    Stupidity: accelerating, toward halted traffic.

    Thanks again to the preceding, who shared my views with others, while likely not sharing them, themselves. #diversity #thought

  • Tweets for Posterity 61.

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    If there is purpose, is it the creation, or the protection of tenuous life – I tend to the former, but I am {OftenWrong}. #thought #iam

    Humanity: were we to believe the terrors we have done… yet that is not humanity. In truth, it is a few corrupt men, holding us in thrall.

    Philosophy: #malmaxa, in another word. Choices you’d never make, unless you had no choice.

    That time is near, the wall doth rear ~ too high, for one as me to climb. #goodnight

    Marriage, a wonderful word ~ a worthy institution ~ a question, of meaning… http://bit.ly/123Fuj4

    in this realm will night be short, tonight ~ in another longer and filled with music, and cheer.

    candles bright do burn ~ lessening darkness, for a while ~ till dark once more, takes its turn. #thought

    promises did I make, and tonight, I must them break, tomorrow might this postponed debt, be due. #goodnight

    Been soul searching, finding what Twitter, might be, to me ~ as an author, I sell my words, yet here they have no price ~ no worth, no need.

    To me, it’s not about numbers, it’s about conversations ~ no interaction, with anyone ~ spells your demise.

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    Better a deep, difficult truth, than a trivial, agreeable falsehood. #thought #malmaxa … till tomorrow, friends.

    Condescending: A scam artist walking downhill. And I never even looked in a dickionary!

    Were there a single word, to which I must pledge belief, it would be Nature. #thought

    Ocean, holder of mystery, primal granter of life. I treasure, and fear you. #thought

    @rumor_imbris knowledge of our mortality rests heaviest, at times intended for companionship. A quote from Malmaxa, for you.

    For @rumor_imbris “Fear not. Your family are with you always, though perhaps only in spirit.” #malmaxa

    Empathy: Sadness of others, saddening you. {I don’t recommend this attribute, it brings more pain than joy. No, indeed, I do.}

    Empathy leads to positive things, consider your time in the clutches of its pain, as a passage, to better times, for all. #thought

    Be rude, be proud, know you have served no purpose. #thought

    English: the language of duplicitous swine. Why do we make it so hard to be clear, so easy to be misunderstood? #thought

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    Inspiration: unwitting words, often unwilling, tugged from the heart so true.

    Is the student exceeding the teacher, cause for joy, or concern? #thought

    Africa, owner of my soul, witness to my birth, caller of my heart’s rhythm – I miss you, your music, most. #thought #iam

    Loneliness is to solitude, as {no one} is to {leave me alone}. #thought #malmaxa farewell, for now.

    Show them a victim ~ cast them a name ~ mass media distraction, wins – again. #thought

    Touch-Typing: my most ardent desire, my most fervent regret, since I cannot.

    My words are not of agreement, but of discord, and truth. #thought

    Conscience, a worthy goad – heed it well. #thought

    Designer garments don’t change toads into royalty, though frogs may believe they do. #thought

    The emotive impact of regret requires no rhyme. #thought

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    Upon every page might be, thoughts, worthy of reflection. http://bit.ly/CGbMal1 #malmaxa

    Contradiction: it makes this world go round.

    “Sometimes, I sit and think. Sometimes, I just sit.” – unknown. {time for me to simply sit}

    Time to snooze, and wonder about how wonderful women are – I should know, I have six! {mother, wife, three daughters, and a granddaughter}

    Wouldn’t Twitter be so much easier if we could write essays, instead of tweets? Easier, yes – as much fun. Nope!

    The shallow souled look down on any different than themselves ~ at their feet a puddle ~ within it, a sallow reflection, them. #thought

    If you’ve never experienced hardship, expressing diminishing opinions about it is beyond the realm of your rights. #thought

    @amaniwf open you eyes, for within them I dwell, stare at the sky, pick a cloud flying by, its mists… are escape.

    If logic calls the lie, listen. #thought

    a twinkle in the eye, a lip curling at its corner, a gleaming tooth revealed, these, and more, are a true smile. #thought

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    Ancient wisdom, rehashed? Not really – we each rephrase our thoughts, which are more than any language will ever be. #thought.

    “He must move, avoid detection, he must… … his limbs denied him.” #malmaxa {and now, I must depart this realm}

    Perhaps more, when time is less precious, for now… write, I must. #thought

    I am Human, and ashamed to so be ~ would that I was Humane ~ sadly, we humans cannot be so, collectively. #iam #thought

    I am guilty ~ I dread, conscience cruel wrack ~ I relish, release. #iam

    Deeds done with ease, leave no mark upon the flesh, no memory in the mind. #thought

    Please, do not pry me from the past, for there am I content to await again this day, yet to come, fresh, and knew. #thought

    {JuliaGem} “Women compliment each other, and don’t mean it. Men insult each other, and mean it”.

    Bring the ice, leave the cream. #thought #desire

    Does a parent’s pride ever bow before reality? #thought

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    Today, a day of plans to make, and promises to self, to break. #thought

    Oh joy, another soul I sought, and found, one whose words strike true, arrows, targeting my mind. #thought

    Were I to rise early each day, to be greeted by wispy words, from wonders like each of you… each day, would be good. #thought

    What a treasure of delightful thoughts! The pirate within demands I pillage, from your trove. @amaniwf

    Twisting my mind, wrings words from my heart. #thought

    Humility: a face, flushed by a blush ~ the delight of recognition from your peers ~ the guilt of knowing you’re unworthy. #thought

    I heard a co-worker say “The smokers shivering in the rain, are all Obama’s people”. He tried to justify his stupidity, and failed.

    Addiction cares not for the color of your skin, of the content of your heart – simply put, it cares… not at all. #thought

    We had a cat named Limb, @kv8 – short for “Limb of Satan” since he was pure black, and an arrogant tom. What a wonderful pet was he.

    Deep sleep, restful, and filled with simple, pleasurable dreams. #malmaxa