Author: CGAyling

  • Tweets for Posterity 5.

    Until you’ve been chosen by a dog, you haven’t experienced unconditional love. https://cgayling.com/malmaxa/2012/08/unconditional-love/ …

    My wife has found an expression she delights to claims describes me perfectly, “I’m seldom right, but when I am it’s 100% of the time”.

    A thought, prompted by my favorite middle daughter becoming a “follower”. If life is a journey, is enlightenment its destination?

    Emotion outside of thought, is blind. If you cannot look on something, how can you see it for what it truly is? -m2 CG

    Where love expands the heart to infinity, hate shrivels it to incapacity. https://cgayling.com/malmaxa/2012/09/love-vs-hate/

    Memory of sadness is not foreknowledge. If it was, our world would collapse about us… its destruction assured by naught save our doubts.

    Why bother prefacing a hurtful comment with, “Now don’t take offense…”, when simply remaining silent ensures no injury?

    When the best choice is the lesser of two evils, it is time to re-evaluate and restate the question.

    Though Belief and Truth are intuitively similar, in reality they differ. I believe those who vote purely on party lines are fools, are they?

    Don’t worry daughter, one day you’ll be as good at finding things as your mother is at hiding them…
  • Tweets for Posterity 4.

    Perhaps a picture’s power is its ability to evoke a myriad memories?

    While we are eager for our sons to sow their wild oats, we’re reluctant for our daughters to be the fields in which said oats are sown.

    Well, what little the future truly encompassed – for was not war a small angry little word, embraced by small angry little men?

    Don’t make the mistake of thinking humanity is all the same – we aren’t. Our culture, parents and peers modify our perceptions.

    Teachers, the world over, have a chance at immortality in the hearts of the young people they help shape.

    Can emotion be eloquently portrayed without need of coarse language? Can a kiss be conveyed in a glance, or love in a wordless caress?

    Prompted by my desire to capture the sound of a voice murmuring in passion, in words denoting love, not lust.

    Before defining yourself by the work you do, ask your job if it will remember you once you’re gone. It didn’t answer, did it?

    How is friendship formed? From mutual likes, respect, and trust? Perhaps knowing you can reveal your true nature, without fear of judgment?

    Legitimate rape? Unless sex is consensual, conscious, un-coerced and between adults, it is rape. Rape is never “legitimate”, Mr. Todd Akin.

    After a few heartbeats, in a voice low and filled with sympathy, Ripkira murmured “Love, yes. But unspeakable.” -m1 CG
  • Tweets for Posterity 3.

    Laziness, is the matching, and balancing attribute of intelligence. Intelligent people seek an easier way.

    Character is the outward manifestation of one’s soul. Yes, we can fake it – but not for long.

    Though you can drag a person to church, you cannot compel belief.

    Likewise, though you tear a person from their church, you cannot separate them from their God.

    Better the devil we know, than the god monger we don’t? Not so, it seems for Egypt. The dark blue sea holds greater allure…

    Books, are words wrested from the hearts of their writers.

    Exposing yourself to public criticism, by baring your soul through words, is not a trivial task.

    20 years in the USA, 20x sub 2% inflation, 20x medical insurance inflating by at least 10%. And now a “fix” that costs still more? Enough.

    When one cannot trust the highest court in the land, who can one trust? Supreme, In what sense?

    Evil’s taint becomes increasingly tolerable, with each exposure.

    Something more than a single word, hard edged and negative as No!

    “Was twisted truth better than partial?” – Malmaxa II – The Pilgrimage

    “In some way this seemed fitting, pain meeting pride’s cost.” – Liaju, in The Pilgrimage.

    Little kids really do care, adults practice deceit so often they forget how.

    Witnessed gender differentials. Woman to her child “They found a baby turtle, it isn’t alive.” Man to his “They found a turtle, its dead.”
  • Tweets for Posterity 2.

    Sometimes life, and love can be more tragic than any fiction, perhaps that is why so many authors rewrap reality in their work?

    Remember, the only true form of immortality is memories of you in the people you know – don’t let that be of a person too busy to have fun.

    When strong feelings flood the heart, a level head stems the tide.

    What I lack in expertise, I make up with incompetence..

    Art is at the discretion of the artist, not the audience – who are entirely free to dislike it.

    Remember always that happiness is never frivolous. Work, on the other hand, often is.

    Those who care, matter. Those who don’t, don’t matter.

    An auspicious day indeed. My favorite middle daughter’s birthday, and the electronic release of “The Pilgrimage”. Happy Birthday Dannielle!!

    Though we are our parents’ ultimate creation, flesh of their flesh, blood of their blood, our character… is our own.
  • Tweets for Posterity 1.

    Standing in the shadow cast by awareness of our own mortality can reduce one’s enjoyment of the daily pleasures so easily taken for granted.

    The seeds we sow are those of thought, the crops we reap… ideas, rich and filled with the flavor of new knowledge.

    In your memories is it the travels you treasure, or the destinations you desire?

    Memories of tragedy’s start. Nearly three thousand civilians slain on that day, over a hundred thousand since. Are the innocent the enemy?

    Before acting be aware people remember the harm you do them far longer than they will the good – even if the harm is imagined, not real.

    Take the time to reach the peaks of bliss. You’ll enjoy the journey and the destination is its own reward…

    “Hold your failings to have value, and reflect on the lessons embedded therein?” from Malmaxa II – The Pilgrimage.

    Technology has not made the world a better place, it has only made it smaller – and in so doing has highlighted the deficiencies of humanity

    Age is an unkind mistress, she makes you want to do things you simply cannot.

    For prose to have punch, it needs muscle not fat. Extra, repetitive, and unnecessary words, are the fat upon which many authors slip.
  • Tweets for Posterity 0.

    Just met my self imposed deadline (06/06/2011) for publishing “Malmaxa I – Beltamar’s War” on Amazon Kindle. The date is significant! 🙂

    “Sorry” is a like a leaky boat, it seems to be fine and works well, for a while. But when it fails there is nothing but misery.

    Save to my family I am largely of no consequence. But to them I would be, as they are to me.

    Time slows as we age, if not time itself – our perception of it. My second child, my favorite middle daughter, is 22 today. Time, is slow.

    Is a picture worth a thousand words, or might it be that it takes a thousand words to describe one? The truth is neither, picture my soul…

    I threw away a old, and holed, pair of socks yesterday. It was difficult to do. Being without material wealth teaches one frugality. Forever

    It seems that Envy is a two sided mirror.

    Why is it that some people, with significant effort, can render the simplest thought incomprehensible and feel, in so doing, they did well?

    Love arguing, detest negotiating. In an argument all gain the perspectives of others. In a negotiation someone, usually everyone, loses out.

    Our senses number five and, of these, we use but one near its capability. Yet decisions do we make using a sixth, and value it most highly.

    The instant he loosed he knew the die of this conflict was cast. Its outcome set, determined by the fates. createspace.com/3582903
  • Malmaxa I – Glossary.

    Here, is the sample of Malmaxa I – Beltamar’s War.

    A post resulting from an intriguing Twitter conversation which developed into an inter-cultural exchange between myself and Elena Andriianova, Twitter handle “@pickineye”.
    The tweet, (or link if twitter is too busy), originating the exchange appears below.


    Particularly for Elena – if you have the time and interest, consider the words Groth, Seizen, Malmaxa, Chukrah, Jumenta, Nullipar, Compositus, Mahahsee and Freyjasday.  Each has an origin, and a pattern chosen for some of the very reasons your insightful tweets noted.  I look forward to your tweets with eager anticipation, for I know your words offer wisdom entirely outside my ken, hints of another culture, another way of life, another means of interaction. Indeed, of another sort of soul – formed in the crucible of another world. To me, you are Seizen – a tantalizing glimpse of another reality, entirely different, and at once the same.

    This is the Glossary for the first novel in the series, Malmaxa, and strives to reveal the nature of word concepts. Though many words are similar to ours, their usage within Seizen culture might vary – in such circumstances an explanation is offered as to the Seizen use.

    Malmaxa is a complicated culture, with customs entirely different to our own. Indeed, I doubt you have ever read anything remotely similar to this tale – superficially similar, yes but no more than that.  For those interested in reading the tale itself, fear not. This Glossary is written in the tone of the novel and strives to remain in character for it – it is intended as an aid to readers of Malmaxa.   I leave you to discover Malmaxa’s depths.

    Glossary

    Authorization Council

    A council comprised of Symbologists and Scribes who are responsible for the final authorization of each Seizen’s unique mark.  These councils only form within Malmaxa, during the Convocation.

    beast

    Any creature not bound to a place of conception.  The term is not limited to mammals.

    bond

    The unbreakable union formed between a Seizen and a Chukrah.

    bowl

    A phrase coined by Daniskira, which refers to a segment of the Segattoo.  The segments have a large slightly flattened ball shape with six evenly spaced limbs rising from their circumference.  Vaguely similar to a pumpkin in appearance, but green and spine covered.

    cart

    A wagon drawn by a matched pair of jumenta.  These vehicles are used for the transportation of personal effects, supplies, or trade goods.

    charqui

    A form of dehydrated meat, which has been preserved with salt and herbs.  Venison is the most highly prized for its piquant flavor, though most flesh can be used.

    Chukrah

    A metallic appearing object, worn as a pendant suspended around the neck.  They are spiritually bound to their bearer and are held to be sacred instruments of the Gods.  Chukrah are flat hexagonal shaped discs comprised of six twisting segments meeting in the center.  The color of a Chukrah when worn, particularly when activated, determines the class of the wearer.

    Chukrah debt

    The after effects of a Chukrah matched Warrior’s battle frenzy.  Chukrah debt manifests as a very strong need for food and drink, which must be urgently consumed lest exhaustion ensue.
    Chukrah debt is unique to the Warrior class.

    Chukrah hoard

    1.  The cache of Chukrah, which are currently unbound.
    2.  The very center of Malmaxa, also known as the Central Plateau, or the Pinnacle of Malmaxa.  All unbound Chukrah are housed within it.

    Chundrah

    A heavily runed obelisk, which emanates a pulsating aura.  Every Seizen town, from smallest village to largest town, has one.  Chundrah are always located in the central fountain, where they rest atop a stone pedestal.

    cincture

    A thorough and all-encompassing investigation.  Common usage refers to the detailed investigation Herbalists perform on the entrails and organs of beasts, to ensure they are safe for consumption.

    Circle of the Learned

    A village or town council composed of learned people, often Elders.  Circles have little formal structure, other than a head person.  They seldom include Warriors.

    compositus

    The term describing the first match of one Seizen to another.

    Convocation

    A gathering of all the Seizen, within Malmaxa (the place).  This occurs every time the Heavenly Body is overhead.  This happens once every six cycles.

    Cronusday

    The sixth, and last, day of each Sixday.
    See “sixday”.

    cycle

    A period of twelve lunar cycles, also called “short cycles” or lunas.  A new cycle begins when the Segattoo drops its flowers.
    Other related measures of time are:-
    Long cycle (six cycles), the period between Convocations.
    Short cycle or luna, comprised of six sixdays.
    Sixday – a period of six days.

    dispersal

    The mechanism by which a Water Monger absorbs energy from someone, or transfers energy from themselves.

    Document of Lineage

    A special parchment, usually made of vellum, which contains a Seizen’s lineage, for twelve generations.  A Document of Lineage contains both parents’ entire male and female lines, mother and father.

    Elder

    A Seizen who has seen six or more Convocations.  The honorific, “Elder of the Seizen”, is automatically granted to every Seizen on entering Malmaxa for their sixth Convocation.

    Eternal match

    The bond formed between a Seizen and their Chukrah when a twelfth-marked child enters the Chukrah hoard.  This match is eternal and unbreakable.  It is also the final rite of the Rite of Passage.

    Freyjasday

    The fifth day in a sixday.
    See “sixday”.

    gambeson

    A layered garment, commonly of soft cloth layered beneath hardened leather.  It is worn beneath a chain mail hauberk to prevent the metal coming into contact with the skin.

    Gift from the Gods

    Commonly, the Segattoo plant.
    Uncommonly, a sixth child of a sixth child.

    hand

    A measurement about equal to the length of a man’s outstretched hand.  In terms of measurement a hand is approximately half a foot.
    See “Measurements”.

    hauberk

    A chain mail shirt worn by Warriors.  They are customarily made of copper.

    heartbeat

    Used to measure time of short duration.  Roughly equivalent to how long it takes a heart to beat once, in a person at rest.
    See “Measurements”.

    Heavenly Body

    An orbiting body, which appears only once every six cycles.  The name of the Heavenly Body is Malmaxa.

    Herbalist

    In Seizen speech neither herb, nor Herbalist utilize a silent “h”.
    A Seizen matched to a Herbalist Chukrah.  The Herbalist class specializes in the identification and gathering of herbs, which they utilize in the manufacture of curative and other potions.  Herbalists, as the principle caregivers of the Seizen, are commonly called on to perform cinctures.
    Herbalists are also called Healers.

    hijath

    A versatile, loose fitting, scarf like garment made from a single piece of densely woven cloth.  Hijath are normally about two feet wide and four to six feet long but vary according to the size of the wearer.  The most common use for a hijath is to protect the head, neck, and shoulders from exposure to the elements.  They are made from a variety of materials ranging from simple linen to finest silk.  Those worn by women are generally more colorful than men’s are.

    hoard

    Commonly denotes the Chukrah hoard.

    honorific

    The Seizen way of speaking and addressing another in formal terms such as Elder, Warrior, Father.  When a word is used in its honorific form, special emphasis is placed upon it.  Honorifics are indicated in the text by capitalizing the honorific word.  Honorifics often indicate a change in tone from casual to formal.
    An honorific is also used deferentially to indicate honor, thus the term.

    hour

    Time is an imprecise measure.  Though there are always twelve hours in the day, and twelve in the night, they are not measured by anything other than experience.  During summer, when days are longer, the daylight hours are longer than those of the night.

    Immutable Laws of the Gods

    The six Laws defined by the Gods and carved into the stone upon the Pinnacle of Malmaxa.
    The six divine laws are unchangeable, and require absolute obedience.
    Correctly titled “The Six Immutable Laws of the Gods.”

    jumenta

    Large, longhaired, domesticated beasts suited to drawing wagons or carts.  This is their primary purpose.  They are invariably in matched breeding pairs.  Jumenta hair, once harvested and woven, is extraordinarily strong.

    knuckle

    Commonly a measurement, about the length of the second knuckle of a man’s forefinger.
    See “Measurements”.

    league

    The distance a Warrior can march in about an hour.
    See “Measurements”.

    long cycle

    Six cycles.  A new long cycle begins at the end of the Convocation.
    See “Measurements”.

    loose

    To release an arrow from a bow, or a projectile from a slingshot.

    luna

    The time it takes from full moon to full moon.  A luna comprises precisely six sixdays.
    See “Measurements”.

    Lunaday

    The first day in a sixday.  The full moon always coincides with this day, thus its name.
    See “sixday”.

    mahahsee

    A wildly variable alcoholic beverage made from various combinations of herbs, ale, partly fermented grain mash, and aged spirits.  Its potency varies from mildly alcoholic to extremely intoxicating.  Mahahsee is often served mulled, or heated.
    The approximate pronunciation is “mah hah see”.

    Malmaxa

    Correctly: The true name of the Heavenly Body.
    Commonly: The place over which the Heavenly Body appears, once every six cycles, within which the Convocation takes place.
    Alternatively: The name of the world.

    mark

    The unique symbol used to identify every Seizen.  The word “symbol” is used interchangeably with “mark”.
    Each Seizen is tattooed down both arms with their marks of ancestry.  These are the symbols of their mother’s mothers and their father’s fathers, for twelve generations.  Seizen are granted two new marks, one feminine and one masculine, once each cycle until they reach twelve.  The number of marks a child bears determines their age.  Children are referred to collectively by the number of marks they bear, for example, “the fifth-marked” refers to any children bearing five marks on each arm.

    match

    A term used to describe two distinct and completely unrelated unions.
    Primarily: The union between a Seizen and a Chukrah.  This bond lasts until the Seizen dies, at which time the Chukrah becomes unbound.  It is correctly termed a “Chukrah match”, though this form is seldom used.
    Secondarily: The union between a man and a woman.  This is correctly termed a “Seizen match”, though the correct term is seldom used.  Matches between Seizen are made during the Convocation.
    Commonly: Any union formed between a man and a woman during the Convocation, regardless of age.

    matching Convocation

    A Convocation that occurs during a Seizen’s twelfth, eighteenth, and twenty-fourth cycles.
    Seizen are eligible to be matched to another Seizen during matching Convocations.

    Measurements

    Measurements are generally imprecise and normally cover distance and time.
    Measurements of distance (increasing) include: knuckle, hand, foot, pace, and league.
    Measurements of time (increasing) include: instant, moment, heartbeat, heartbeat counts (e.g. A fifty count), hour, day, sixday, luna, cycle, and long cycle.
    See “Cycle”.
    See “Time”.

    meld

    To join together.

    nana

    A term of endearment used for grandmothers.

    nock

    To have an arrow seated upon a bowstring, ready to draw.

    nullipar

    An unbound female beast, which is not pregnant.  Nullipar is generally used to describe a female beast over one cycle in age.
    See also, yearling.

    Number of the Gods

    The number six has special significance to the Seizen.  Six is commonly referred to as “The Number of the Gods”, and is held to be a portend of both good, and ill.

    once-matched

    Any person matched at Malmaxa only once.
    Superseded by twice-matched.

    parchment

    The paper like material on which scribes record information.

    Peak of Malmaxa

    The midpoint of the time the Heavenly Body is overhead.
    The time Malmaxa is highest in the night sky.
    Loosely, the second or middle of the three lunas during which Malmaxa is overhead.
    Considered the most auspicious time to pick Segattoo blossoms.

    phalanx

    Correctly: A military formation wherein Warriors present a shielded structure to the enemy.  Phalanxes usually have three rows, of twelve warriors each.  Four further warriors act as a roving rear guard.
    Also: A military unit numbering forty Warriors, based on the number needed to build a single structure.

    progeny

    Offspring.  Commonly used to describe children, however the term can be applied to any young, of human or beast.

     quill

    A term for any of the spines of the Segattoo containing colored resin.  Quills are the large spines on the bowls of the Segattoo, not the tiny ones on its arms.  Spine can be used instead of quill.
    Less commonly, a writing instrument that uses ink as its medium.  These are usually made from the massive hairs of a porcupine.

    rematching day

    The first Freyjasday after the Rise of Malmaxa.  This is the day on which existing matches are renewed for a further long cycle, or where dematched Seizen make new matches.

    rictus

    A wide-open, gaping mouth.

    Rite of Passage

    The three steps separating a child from an adult.  They occur during the child’s twelfth cycle.

    Rite of Return

    The transportation of unbound Chukrah to the hoard, followed by a ritual taking place within Malmaxa, during the Convocation.  This Rite is repeated as often as necessary during the Convocation.  During the ritual the unbound Chukrah of the deceased are returned to the hoard, and their former bearers are remembered by name and sometimes, by their deeds.

    second string

    A crude term used to describe someone who fails to be Seizen matched during the first Freyjasday they can be matched.

    Segattoo

    A plant covered in multi-hued, resin-filled spines.  Specifically “The Gift from the Gods”.
    The Segattoo is fundamental to the culture of the Seizen.  Every family has at least one of the plants.

    Seizen

    The collective name of the people.

    short cycle

    A lunar cycle, or luna, or six sixdays.  The time it takes from full moon to full moon.
    See “Measurements”.

    six

    A mystical number of special significance to the Seizen.  It is a strong portend of both good, and ill.  The determination of which, is unclear and is determined by the circumstances.

    sixday

    A period of six days.  The days of a sixday are named respectively, Lunaday, Ziosday, Wodansday, Thorsday, Freyjasday, and Cronusday.

    sixth child

    The sixth child of any Seizen.  Since twins are exceedingly uncommon, having three sets of twins is extremely rare.  Partly for this reason, and partly since the number six has special significance to the Seizen, a sixth child is considered favored by the Gods.

    symbol

    See “Mark”.

    Symbologist

    Someone matched to a Symbologist Chukrah.  A Symbologist’s primary role is in tattooing the symbols of family with which all Seizen adorn their arms.

    Thorsday

    The fourth day in a sixday.
    See “sixday”.

    time

    There are no precise measures of time, only general approximations.  Counts of heartbeats are often used for periods of less than a quarter hour.  General descriptions such as sunrise, sunset, noon, mid-morning or afternoon, evening, and night serve well enough.
    See “Measurements”.
    See also “hour”.

    toppie

    The term of endearment Jalgar’s grandchildren use for him.
    Toppie is not a formal word, though it can be used in the honorific form.

    twelfth-marked

    A special term used to describe a Seizen who bears twelve feminine and twelve masculine marks of ancestry.  The term is only applied to Seizen who are yet to be matched to a Chukrah.

    twice-matched

    Any person who has been matched two times.  This term is superseded by thrice-matched.

    twins

    Amongst the Seizen, twins are uncommon.

    unbound

    A collective term meaning any living creature not explicitly bound to a Chukrah.
    A Chukrah which is not bound to a person – invariably from a deceased Seizen.  All such Chukrah must be returned to the hoard, by Divine Law.

    un-matched

    A Seizen who is yet to be matched to another Seizen.
    Politely: A Seizen who is eligible to be matched to another Seizen, but is not.  Such Seizen often wear a colored necklace to indicate their status.  Generally, the less polite term “dematched” is used for this circumstance.

    vellum

    A thin, remarkably durable form of parchment made from a cured hide, usually lambskin.
    Due to its rarity Vellum is reserved almost exclusively for Documents of Lineage.

    vhial

    A thorny spine taken from the bottom bowl of the Segattoo.  Vhials are filled with a clear resin that acts as a potent painkiller when injected.  Only the quills from the bottommost bowl of the Segattoo are called vhials.

    Vision Quest

    The first Rite of Passage to adulthood.  Undertaken by every Seizen during their twelfth cycle, and before they enter their second Convocation.

    Wodansday

    The third day in a sixday.
    See “sixday”.

    yearling

    A beast not yet past one cycle in age.
    Though the term is not gender specific, it is commonly used to describe a young female beast that has not yet entered oestrus for the first time.
    The origin of the term is unknown.

    Ziosday

    The second day in a sixday.
    See “sixday”.

    Please, read the sample of Malmaxa I – Beltamar’s War.

  • Early Cover – Malmaxa I.

    An early cover of Malmaxa I – Beltamar’s War, featuring one of the most beautiful women I’m privileged to know – my favorite middle daughter, Dannielle.

    For a closer view of Daniskira, the Symbologist, click the image, you’ll be rewarded with rare radiance. The cover no longer exists in this form, seems  potential readers mistakenly thought Malmaxa advocates tattooing.  Though I have nothing against tattoos, that is far from truth…

    In obedience to a Divine Law, the Seizen adorn themselves with “marks of family“, tracing their lineage down their arms with each ancestors’ Symbol.

    I bear such marks, as I am certain we all do… Yet mine are not etched within my flesh, they are etched on my heart, and in my memory.  See more of Dannielle here, or read about her as she appears in my literal world, Malmaxa, here.

    The current cover of the first novel is here.