Category: General

General Topics

  • Belief vs. Un-Belief

    Why belief versus non-belief is so often reduced to a matter of conflict, I simply don’t know. I am an individual, as are you and every other person inhabiting this world. We all hold an essential right – the right to self-determination. Even within countries suffering beneath oppression does this right exist.

    You can take a person to church, but you cannot compel belief. Likewise, though you tear a person from their church, you cannot separate them from their God.

    Neither you, nor I has any right to inflict our viewpoints on anyone else. Whether you are a theist, or an atheist – your beliefs are your own and you have no implicit right to shove them down anyone else’s throat.

    So… the next time you find yourself thinking you must do what you believe is the right thing to do – don’t.

    (At least, not when it pertains to “correcting” someone in regard to their religion or lack thereof.)

     

  • Character, and Soul.

    Character is the outward manifestation of one’s soul.  Yes, we can fake it – but not for long.

    I’ve decided to expand on some of the Tweets I’ve made that have struck the internet void.  In that mind, here is some of the thinking that occurred behind the scenes, within the dark recesses of a certifiably inane mind.  (And for those of you who don’t know me, which is essentially my entire virtual audience of none, I love puns… you have been warned.)

    Ever wondered what defines and determines a person’s character?  I know I have.

    I think our character is determined long before our birth.  Precisely when, I don’t know, though I suspect it is within that incredibly small period of time in which two separate strands of DNA reform into one.  Would that be “the moment of conception”?

    Should you ask me why, I might refer you to studies done on identical twins separated at birth.  Do some research online, it is mind-boggling how similar they are.  Then compare the natures of normal twins, their moments of conception have to be pretty close, yet they seldom are in character – I know, I have twin sisters.

    Many parents claim responsibility for the character of their children.  They are absolutely correct – in a very small part.  Indeed, without their physical intimacy, their children would never be conceived – if they were never conceived then any question of their character is moot.  However, to believe that your child is the person they are because of the way you bring them up?  Well, that is delusional.  Your treatment of your child certainly modifies the child’s behavior – modification, of their behavior is not change to their character.

    Children  are born with their character, which is an outward manifestation of their soul.  Do you truly think you can shape a soul?  I know I can’t.

  • Appropriate Language.

    My middle daughter has a cat named “Kaiya”, we have a female dog named “Bacon”.  After an initially, shall we say …frosty, relationship they are now the best of friends.

    Anyway, my youngest daughter took Bacon for a walk.  On her return she told me, in a shocked voice “Bacon tried to chase a cat!”

    I looked at her deadpan, and said “Well, I can’t say I’m surprised – the cat probably took one look at Bacon and hissed ‘Hey, aren’t you Kaiya’s bitch?’”

    My daughter thought it was almost as funny as I did.  My wife scowled and accused me of teaching my 13 year old bad language…

  • The Pilgrimage

    I am delighted to announce the release, mere moments ago, of the second novel in my Malmaxa series. 

    It has been a tough battle, with multiple things going wrong – yet ultimately making everything right.  You see, today is the birthday of my favorite middle daughter – Dannielle. When I realized this would come to pass, the nature of the universe and of life and its meaning struck me.

    The very last edit I made to the novel was to modify the dedication.  Dannielle is now included therein, and importantly so.  Happy Birthday Dannielle, may you delight in having this auspicious day recorded for posterity, and may you have many more.

    The Pilgrimage is already available on SmashWords, and has been submitted to Amazon, where it awaits approval.

  • Oh what a tangled

    web we weave, when first we practice to deceive.  As anyone familiar with my posts on various forums will have realized, I love old quotes, and adages.  Many of which are contradictory, yet still remain true.

    In this instance, I am not deriding myself – however, I am a wearing a chastened face as I look at my growing string of promises, all broken.  Promises, in regard to the imminent release of my second novel.  Well, what can I say, save I’ve let myself down – again.  I’m now home, sick with a chest cold.  And posting on my blog when I should be editing and formatting The Pilgrimage!  From the sublime, to the ridiculous!  Does my vanity know no bounds?

    Admissions made, I am frankly delighted with the progress I’m making  on the second novel.  It is a fantastic piece of work, and you can quote me on that!  Seriously though, it expands on Malmaxa, while simultaneously tightening the threads initiated in the first novel.  As I said in an email to a friend who made the mistake of purchasing Beltamar’s War (before I reduced its price, but hopefully not its worth, to zero) and is currently reading it.  Where was I?  Oh, yes – as I said in a recent email “You are the type of reader I hope to gain – one who sees below the surface and realizes early on that paradise comes at a cost.”  Well, The Pilgrimage begins to expose the cost of the paradise presented in Beltamar’s War.  I truly hope that my readers, as few as they are, derive as much satisfaction reading the ongoing tale as I am getting writing it, and in reading it again as I near the end of editing.

    If you haven’t snagged a free copy of Beltamar’s War, please do so soon, for that offer might well end “real soon now”.  Then again, it might not.

    No fixed deadline on when The Pilgrimage will be done, and no arrogant assertions such as “when its ready”, either.  I know myself a little better than that…  I doubt if I will ever be completely happy with my own work, therefore it will never be “ready”, and I think that might be a very good thing.

    But soon… and no – that is not a promise!

  • Motivational Delay

    Occasionally I wonder about the things that serve to motivate, and those that have the opposite effect.  Pressure is one to these things.  With me, a little pressure is a motivator, a lot… is not.  Likewise for  tasks, a few tasks are a good thing, but stack too many and none of them get done.

    If you’ve read many of my words you’ll realize that this is really a form of apology.  I tried hard to have the second novel in the Malmaxa series – The Pilgrimage – ready for release last weekend.  Real Life jumped on that dream, squashing it beneath the burden of 17 hours of unanticipated overtime.  Then exhaustion took over and kicked me while I was down (I’m simply not as resilient as I was in my long lost youth).  By Monday I was back on track, doing my usual couple of hours work on the novel every night – that is, on the nights I didn’t just collapse into bed.  By this Saturday evening I had made up about six of the 17 hours I lost.

    Which leaves me in the unenviable position of still having eleven hours work before I am reasonably happy with its state.  For some this might be a motivator, the final stretch, the last leg, and any number of other phrases.  Yet for me… it really isn’t.  Reluctance to relinquish my creation into the harsh light of critical eyes is building.  With that reluctance came a thought, and a frantic hand grasping at the straw of reprieve.  The first novel in the series was released on June the 6th, last year.  That date meant something in the context of Malmaxa (no, it has nothing to do with 666 – that would be way too obvious), on reflection 6/6/12 is coming so soon that rushing The Pilgrimage simply doesn’t make sense.  So… looks like it will be “sent to the presses” of virtual eBookhood on June 6th, 2012.  I hope it is worth the wait.

  • Delay…

    Much to my chagrin, I am forced to delay the release of the second novel in the Malmaxa series – The Pilgrimage.  Unfortunately real life reared its ugly head and resulted in my having to work for 17 unanticipated hours over the weekend.  Hours I had hoped to spend on the final pass through the novel.  So… a few more days till it is out and about.

    Some good news though, I have reduced the price of Beltamar’s War to free, in celebration of the second novels imminent release.  To secure this price simply visit SmashWords – feel free to tell anyone you know about this likely limited time offer, and notify Amazon, who should price match SmashWords (Amazon don’t allow me to give it away).

  • The Home Stretch

    A brief note about Malmaxa II – The Pilgrimage.  I’m pleased to say that I’m in the final leg of the race to release the second book in my series.  Well, perhaps less of a race and more of a marathon…

    The Pilgrimage was essentially complete when I released Beltamar’s War, or so I thought.  After all it was initially part of the original draft.  On the advice of a literary agent, Amy Hayden of Linn Prentis Literary, who declined to represent me yet managed to inspire me with her rejection, I split the first draft into two novels.  I’m glad I did as it allowed me to focus on cleaning up the first part of the tale – I am quite happy with Beltamar’s War in its current form.

    I started working on The Pilgrimage in earnest almost a year ago.  I thought I’d be done with it in a “few months”.  Was I wrong, or what?  Well, that “few months” turned into about a year.  Hopefully it will be time well spent, and I’m looking forward to readers’ comments.

    I have just finished working on the artwork for the cover, and I’m doing my last pass through the text now.  I think I’ll release it to Kindle and other eBook formats before the end of the weekend.  But… I have been known to be wrong before, so watch this space for news.

    A preview of the cover appears below.

    Selene, shortly before she receives her sixth marks.

     

     

  • Logic vs Medicine

    During a conversation with my wife, the topic of routine screening mammograms as a means of prevention of breast cancer came up.  I am a logical person and not at all averse to defying conventional wisdom when it flies in the face of logic.  For me logic wins every time, there is simply no contest.

    Back to the topic of this post.  In the USA The America Cancer Society recommends “Yearly mammograms are recommended starting at age 40 and continuing for as long as a woman is in good health”.  Various other people, much more learned than I, disagree with this timeline.  This includes USA based organizations like The U.S. Preventive Services Task Force – though mammograms are generally recommended, their frequency is generally reduced from once a year to once every two to three years.

    Conventional wisdom would seem to indicate that if mammograms detect cancer then get them done often, since early detection is key to defeating cancer.

    Logic calls foul.  First, let us look at what a screening mammogram actually is.  Simply put, the breast is crushed between two plates until it is flat and dense, then it is irradiated by X-Rays.  This is done twice for each breast, with X-Ray pictures taken in the vertical and horizontal planes.

    Sounds wonderful doesn’t it?   To me it sounds like detection is not only barbaric, but downright dangerous as well.  I wonder what happens to a benign tumor when it is crushed, then irradiated twice every year?  I can’t imagine it is anything good.

    Although this primitive technology is capable of detecting breast cancer early, perhaps it is also capable of causing breast cancer by its invasive nature – logic certainly seems to warn of this danger.  (While “invasive” might not be the precisely correct word, X-Rays do penetrate the body.)

    Am I recommending that women don’t get annual mammograms?  Absolutely not.  I am not a doctor so I am making no recommendation either way.

    What I am recommending is you take conventional wisdom with a grain of salt.  If it seems to defy logic, it is probably worthy of deeper investigation.  If the conventional wisdom originates from people who will benefit financially from your listening to them (namely a doctor or radiologist), then perhaps you need to take a pinch of salt, and throw it over your left shoulder – right into their eye.

  • A glossary? Really?

    One of the things I’ve heard, from readers kind enough to give me feedback on Malmaxa, is how complicated some of the words within the tale are.  To that end, Malmaxa includes a Glossary – however most never realize it is there till they reach the end of the book, when it serves less of a purpose than it could.

    Bear in mind Malmaxa is an epic tale – as such there is significant world and culture building.  Though exposition could serve to detail concepts, I prefer to let things gradually reveal themselves.  Naturally, this clashes with some readers, who want to know – and know now!  For them the Glossary should help provide that “fix”, while doing so in the same tone as the tale.  In other words, the glossary is not translated into current day English but instead remains true to the world of Malmaxa.

    Something I would like to stress is that these words are not entirely figments of my over-active imagination.  Along with the names of the many characters, they have meaningful origins – though I leave it up to you to find these out, should you have sufficient interest. 

    Now, for readers of the sample, here are a few of the stranger words definitions – extracted directly from the Glossary itself.

    Chukrah

    A metallic appearing object, worn as a pendant suspended around the neck.  They are spiritually bound to their bearer and are held to be sacred instruments of the Gods.  Chukrah are flat hexagonal shaped discs comprised of six twisting segments meeting in the center.  The color of a Chukrah when worn, particularly when activated, determines the class of the wearer.

    cincture

    A thorough and all-encompassing investigation.  Common usage refers to the detailed investigation Herbalists perform on the entrails and organs of beasts, to ensure they are safe for consumption.

    Compositus

    The term describing the first match of one Seizen to another.

    Herbalist

    In Seizen speech neither herb, nor Herbalist utilize a silent “h”.

    A Seizen matched to a Herbalist Chukrah.  The Herbalist class specializes in the identification and gathering of herbs, which they utilize in the manufacture of curative and other potions.  Herbalists, as the principle caregivers of the Seizen, are commonly called on to perform cinctures.

    Herbalists are also called Healers.

    hijath

    A versatile, loose fitting, scarf like garment made from a single piece of densely woven cloth.  Hijath are normally about two feet wide and four to six feet long but vary according to the size of the wearer.  The most common use for a hijath is to protect the head, neck, and shoulders from exposure to the elements.  They are made from a variety of materials ranging from simple linen to finest silk.  Those worn by women are generally more colorful than men’s are.

    jumenta

    Large, longhaired, domesticated beasts suited to drawing wagons or carts.  This is their primary purpose.  They are invariably in matched breeding pairs.  Jumenta hair, once harvested and woven, is extraordinarily strong.

    league

    The distance a Warrior can march in about an hour.

    mahahsee

    A wildly variable alcoholic beverage made from various combinations of herbs, ale, partly fermented grain mash, and aged spirits.  Its potency varies from mildly alcoholic to extremely intoxicating.  Mahahsee is often served mulled, or heated.

    The approximate pronunciation is “mah hah see”.

    mark

    The unique symbol used to identify every Seizen.  The word “symbol” is used interchangeably with “mark”.

    Each Seizen is tattooed down both arms with their marks of ancestry.  These are the symbols of their mother’s mothers and their father’s fathers, for twelve generations.  Seizen are granted two new marks, one feminine and one masculine, once each cycle until they reach twelve.  The number of marks a child bears determines their age.  Children are referred to collectively by the number of marks they bear, for example, “the fifth-marked” refers to any children bearing five marks on each arm.

    match

    A term used to describe two distinct and completely unrelated unions.

    Primarily: The union between a Seizen and a Chukrah.  This bond lasts until the Seizen dies, at which time the Chukrah becomes unbound.  It is correctly termed a “Chukrah match”, though this form is seldom used.

    Secondarily: The union between a man and a woman.  This is correctly termed a “Seizen match”, though the correct term is seldom used.  Matches between Seizen are made during the Convocation.

    Commonly: Any union formed between a man and a woman during the Convocation, regardless of age.